I want to act like i don't care,but i cant. I'm full of sorrow.Perhaps this is my sickness...I really can't help myself out.I'm such a fool!
Sigh,maybe i still can't remove the past from my mind or maybe i can't forever, who knows? No one will know. Sadness, jealousy, sorrowful all kinds of feelings just came out. I hate it. I really HATE it. Last time i told one of my friend about my feelings. Do you know what she said? She scold me and broke our friendship, 3 years of friendship! And the reason is just because of a girl. Do you know she was my only friend for that time. Who can endure that kind of feeling and who will know how sorrowful am i!?
I remember the last time when i' m still small, i will hide in the wardrobe when i' m crying. But i' m not a kid now. Sometimes felt like crying, i will cry inside my heart and no one will know about it. Perhaps i have grown up or just because scare my friends will repugnant to me ?
Thanks for mei yin cheered me up!loves you alot :)